[As she crests, Nate notices the shakiness and winds his hands around her to support her. He tips her gently in his lap and holds her there, letting her nuzzle into the crook of his neck. They sit in silence for a long time, then they eat.
What follows is a couple of days so perfect, they could well be fever dreams. Francesca seems to attach herself to his hip and he welcomes it, going through his normal rituals with her by his side. Months of barely contained longing mean that even gentle or accidental touches often end with her with her legs spread and him with his cock deep in her. Sometimes it feels like their own method of communication, since they seem to anticipate one another's desires so well.
He's also fallen into the habit of finishing inside her more often than not, something he ought to mention. But as always, it seems like such a good thing that he hates to question it.
On this particular morning, they wake up intertwined. She's barely awake before he's helping himself to her cunt and fucking her as a friendly morning greeting. They shower together and eat together and he leads her to his greenhouse to show her his plants. There's a considerable array, but he's particularly interested in showing her the flowers he's cultivated. The ones he's presenting to her are soft whites and pastel blue and he guides her hand toward them so she can feel how soft the petals are.]
They remind me of you.
[He murmurs it, a little surprised he said it out loud but trying not to look embarrassed.]
[ This is a part of his routine she has yet to partake in. She walks, mostly in step with him, but a little behind when he shows her through the front of his greenhouse. A wooden structure, bursting with life and carefully maintained. She hadn't taken him for somebody who tended to plants, but it made sense the more she thought on it.
Everything about him delights her, makes her more smitten and comfortably sure.
It feels like they have time to make up for, months' worth of it, which means she is never far from his side or vice versa. As if they cannot tolerate much more than a few minutes apart from each other. The morning before, they had made the drive to her flat to retrieve some of her belongings. Ten minutes into packing, he'd joined her, pinned her to her bedroom door, and had his way with her there, grumbling in her ear about how she was away too long.
Unworldly in love, Francesca has never experienced this -- never really thought she would, never aspired to it -- and she knows, with a certainty that is inexplicable but unshakable, that she never will again. This is it. She is a creature of habits, not moved to big showy acts, but in this she has settled with total conviction. On him.
She knows some of the plants in his greenhouse, stooping to smell this one and that. When he shows her the flowers in question, she is bending, rubbing the petals between her fingertips, rewarded by its perfume. At his words, she pinkens.
After a moment, she glances over to gently ask: ]
What do they mean?
[ She isn't very knowledgable about flowers, they're not her hyperfixation, just some idle facts she's learned from her mother's extensive gardening. But she knows they have meanings behind them. ]
[It is gratifying to watch her lean over and smell the flowers he grew with her in mind. Something that was meant to take his mind off her and be cathartic. Now she's here and, for all he worries about their vast difference in age, he has no trouble understanding her. She feels the same as he does, he thinks. He's so hopelessly in love with her that it hurts to breathe.
There are parts of him that still feel wary, still worry she'll get bored or regret this. He's learning quickly that she's remarkably steadfast when she's made a decision. He notes that she doesn't fidget or shy away, she seems completely at ease. It makes him quietly hopeful that it's because she's very happy here. He just wants her to be happy for a long time, he'd like it if she was happy with him for a long time.]
Well-- visually they reminded me of you. The colours-- and the smell. [He tried to cling to the memory of the way her hair smelled for a long time, too.]
Blue for apology, purple for understanding, white for purity and pink for sincerity. [And love.
He picks off one of the flowers of each, tucking the tiny bouquet behind her ear. He reaches to cup her face with both hands, brushing his thumbs over her jaw and kissing her softly.
But he has a thought and he pulls back, curiously.]
[ Apology. Understanding. Purity. Sincerity. Her smile is a gentle but unquestionable thing, just like her love.
This kiss isn't hungry, at least not yet; it could easily become so. He had already dutifully washed himself out of her a couple of hours ago, but Fran has discovered she's insatiable for him, coming on average three times since he made love to her on the kitchen counter. He's discovering all the spots that get her excited, and helped her realize there are more she had yet to tap into. She never knew men in their fifties would still be so virile, but there are lots of things she doesn't know in general.
But he pulls back from her mouth before they get any ideas. She rocks back on her heels. The question receives a crinkled nose and quizzical expression, equally curious as to why he would ask that. She strokes up and down his arms through the sleeves. ]
I told you that night, before we started.
[ She tilts her head in his palms, trying to puzzle out if he forgot or ... ]
Did you think I was fibbing for your ego? [ It's an amusing thought. She isn't one to do that. ]
[Nate doesn't smother the surprised laugh he makes at her question. He's smiled and laughed more in the last couple of days than he has since he was a kid, he thinks.
He does need a moment to think back on that night, retracing the conversation and remembering an offhand comment. He now realises he completely misinterpreted it, which prompts him to close his eyes and bump their foreheads together.]
No, not that. [He's not sure, franky, why it's so surprising.]
Could've meant a lot of things, you know. First time taking and old man from the bar and having sex in his truck? It's very specific. [He teases his thumb over her chin.]
And you were very sure of yourself. And very good, by the way.
[ Her eyes flutter shut when his forehead knocks into hers. She snorts at the part about having sex in his truck. She hadn't exactly planned that out. It was spur of the moment.
She's more happy to know she had pleased him than abashed at the grading. ]
Mm. Well. [ Squints her eyes open. ] I had a good teacher. The best, really.
[ Teasing. She ducks her head quickly and catches his thumb between her teeth, sliding her wet tongue over it. Eyes wide and innocent. He likes that, always gets hard when she does something coquettish. Intentionally or not. And being this close to him, the romance of the flowers he grew in her name -- it all starts a familiar ache. ]
[A soft sound escapes Nate, clearly enchanted by her trick. He can immediately see where her mind is going and the corner of his mouth quirks upward. The secret to male virility at his age, apparently, is to have a 23 year old girl become obsessed with you. Better still when the feeling is mutual, gives him the energy for many activities.
He presses a firm kiss to her temple, his hand winding around her so it can possessively grip her backside. He squeezes his hand over the flesh, pressing her into him so she can feel that she's achieving her goal.
When he thinks through his next moves, a thought itches in the back of his brain. She definitely hasn't had the pill, she's not on birth control and with the amount they've fucked and he's finished inside of her. Well. The outcome seems so plainly obvious it feels almost stupid to ask, but he's reminded again of how young she is and how set she is on him. It's a big decision regardless of the circumstances, feels particularly big when they think about the distance in their ages and life experience.]
You trying to get pregnant? [The question isn't accusatory, more a gentle challenge as a way of gently bringing it up.]
You keep at it, you will be. [And he realises he probably does need to draw a line between dirty talk and reality, so he tilts her chin up sternly.]
[ Her body turns molten in his arms, curves melting into his chest. He's halfway hardened -- she can work with this. Maybe with her hands. She rubs his arms, sneaking her fingers under the collar of his shirt, over the cords of muscles in his throat.
She blinks at the question. It was bound to come up. A matter of time. She carefully chooses her words, not because she's upset, but because it's so sensitive a subject they are broaching.
They haven't talked, really had a conversation about this. And she has not raised the issue either. And she has been nothing but encouraging when he comes inside of her, which is more often than not. In the heat of the moment, it always seems like a good idea. ]
I'm not opposed to it. [ That's not a very clarifying answer, but first she needs to know. ]
Well, it hasn't come up-- but I already have a daughter. And she's not much older than you.
[So it's kind of a "been there, done that" but in the sense that he's experienced some of the more difficult parts of raising a child. It's also an attempt to gently emphasise the gaps in their age.]
I'm not, I think it's a stupid idea. But I'm not opposed. [Against all reason, like it's a biological imperative. He supposes it makes sense, maybe acting on instinct is what he should do more often.]
I think you need to be more than not opposed when it comes to a baby. [The talk of an actual prospective child instead of the general act of getting her pregnant does kind of ignite his excitement.]
And I'd be very lucky if you wanted it the way I do.
I know. [ She's done sufficient snooping in the way of looking at the rare photo in his house and parsing that the young woman in them is his daughter. There's the family resemblance, for one.
It does bring home their difference in age. For once, she worries that he is put off by it, that it will be too weird for him. It is weird, when she takes a step back and looks at it from the outside -- in that she just knows so quickly and so firmly what she wants. She's lain roots down already.
She shifts, fingering the hem of his collar, avoiding eye contact for a moment before she sighs, the worries about his uncertainty slipping away. The honest truth spills out of her, her heart warm at the thought. ]
I do. I want to have a baby with you.
[ She owes him more of an explanation, she thinks, so: ]
I love children. I have many nieces and nephews already. And I've always wanted my own. I thought -- well, I always thought it would never happen. For me. I'm not like the rest of my family. I -- [ She swallows. This is the part where she looks anguished, her eyes sad. Her fingers fall from him. She steps away. ] I have a medical condition that will probably interfere with falling pregnant. It's not -- serious, it is well managed now, but I've been warned.
[Maybe he should be annoyed that she knows, but he finds himself more proud that she did her research on him. Certainly feels less and less like they're going into this blind and naive.
He allows her space when she steps back. His expression softens when she explains. He's already starting to think ahead to conversations they can have and options they can pursue, but he puts that aside. He nods somberly, so she knows he's understood that it's a source of pain and it's serious.
He takes her fingers in his hands, drawing her closer to him again. His arms draw firmly around her, fingers spanning over her back.]
If my girl wants a baby, I'm going to give her a baby. [It veers back into sweet talk, but he means it. He hopes she can see that he's serious about what he says, that this is something they'll work together on. Not something he'll leave her to manage.]
I know plenty of ways we can try. Think you might like what I'm thinking of.
[He brushes his lips against her temple, nudging their heads together so he can intensify his protectiveness.]
[ He says the right words to quell her fears, but her eyes still well with salt water and her bottom lip trembles. She has rarely spoken on this, reigned her fears in about her reproductive problems, but she feels the rare ability to confide and be vulnerable around him. To let him protect her.
She whimpers without intending to, the sound just spills out of her now that somebody else knows and will carry that weight with her. The wound that she may be unable to conceive, when it hurts how badly she wants it when she thinks about it.
Crowding into his chest, she sets her head against it, letting the rawness of the moment settle until her shoulders stop quivering. Her face is wet when she lifts it, pressing her mouth to the corner of his. ]
I love you. [ Her breath is hot when she kisses him truly. Her fingers tighten in his shirt and pull him down. ] Need you.
[She kisses him too quickly for him to react to her words, so he startles briefly before he melts into the kiss. His arms wind tightly around her, a little breathless when she breaks the kiss.]
I love you too. [Softly, his eyes tracing over her face. He looks reverent and he brushes the wet trails of tears aside with the back of his finger.]
I'll do anything for you. [Even the things she doesn't ask for.
His hands slide down, starting to slowly hitch her long skirt upward. Like he's unwrapping a fragile gift.]
Been fantasising about knocking you up since the first night.
[ The noise that comes out of her throat now is pure adoration and amazement at her own fortune. Mostly to have found him. He had just fallen into her lap when least expected. She's accepted life is sometimes funny like that.
By now she knows he loves her, but the last part ... well, that is a tasty revelation that leaves her tingling with equal parts joy and desire. ]
Yeah? [ She bites her lip, sliding her arms around his neck while he pulls her skirt up. She's dressed for the weather, which meas she's wearing long knee-high socks underneath said skirt. Taking the initiative, she walks them backward until her back bumps into one of the tables overflowing with life. ] Should we recreate one of them?
Yeah. [Nate is firm when he echoes her, stalking her backward. He hooks his arms down to lift her up so she can perch, meaning the view of her is framed by flowers.]
Are you ovulating? [He does not pull punches when it comes to asking personal questions. She has been near insatiable and interested in being bred to completion, but that could be her baseline.
He reaches to rub his palm over her belly curiously, wondering if something has been growing already. It's also just another reverent, encouraging touch. He likes the softness of it, he traces his thumb over her belly button. She'd look very nice with a bump, he thinks. Like a goddess of nature and fertility that picked him to sire children for her.
His palm shifts up, palming her breast and rolling her shirt up to reveal them.]
You'd look good pregnant. Be hard to stop at one. [He murmurs, leaning down to take her nipple in his mouth and suck it.]
No. At least... I don't think I am. It's hard to tell because you come so much. [ It actually is her baseline. She has a high libido, completely at odds with how shy she typically is.
Her breaths come heavy but shaky, past a hard swallow. She makes room for him to step in between her legs now that he has mostly peeled her skirt up so it settles around her hips and thighs.
Her stomach ripples under his fingertips. She follows the path of his hand, afraid to hope life has decided to spark inside there, but imagining the same thing. A bump and his large hand to cover it. She would like being pregnant, she thinks. She would savor the experience if it ever were to happen to her.
Her short nails bite into unpolished wood when his palm rounds her breast, tipping herself into his eager mouth. She cradles the back of his head with one hand as he suckles; the other reaches to brush over the bulge of his erection. Her eyes are almost black, all pupil. ]
I want to give Daddy a baby. However many babies Daddy wants to pump inside me.
[As usual, Nate appreciates his previous instructions for Francesca to remove her underwear. It's far more natural this way, he thinks. Definitely not entirely about having easy access to fucking her.
He hums against her breast, amused by her. It turns from sounds of amusement to longing when she shifts her hand. He feels goaded, in a good way. Now that there's real intent behind it, it feels almost ritualistic the way they warm one another up. He swirls his tongue and grazes his teeth over her nipple, sucking like he expects to pull something from her.
Unrelenting with his mouth, his hand moves back to her belly. It rests possessively against the curve of it, hips bucking eagerly against her hand.
When he removes it, it's so he can shove his pants down. He draws her closer, no fumbling in his hands as he positions her legs and shifts between them. Without letting his mouth leave her breast, he hilts his cock inside of her and starts to fuck her.]
[ Seated on the edge of the table, she's conveniently at hip level with him -- and even more conveniently dressed, her cunt shiny and exposed. She's dripping onto herself when he manipulates her, her knees hooking and boots meeting behind him.
There's no preamble this time. She's knocked breathless by how he slots right up into her, filling her to the very core, kissing her cervix. Some discomfort there, but she aches so much it's forgotten with the first withdraw and buck of his hips forward.
Her fingers travel down his skull, ending up at the nape of his neck; she grips there and the table edge while he fucks into her, her hitched breaths and the rustling of their bodies filling the silence of the greenhouse. He's seeded life here before, the evidence is everywhere, at her back and all around them; she can't help but feel it's appropriate.
Her grasp on him tightens at the thought, hips arcing up to greet his sharp thrusts as she leans back, and moans high. ] Oh, fuck.
[Any uncertainty about their arrangement has almost entirely melted away. As is typical of Nate, he has begun to feel he's the best man for the job. He feels in his bones right now that he can give her what she wants, and that's all he wants.
Nobody else can protect her like him. Keep her happy and satisfied like him. And he's going to her pregnant. He's going to. The way they're attracted to one another is so innate, it can only be because they complete one another.
Certainly feels like it whenever he's this deep inside her. She holds him and clenches around him like he's a missing piece and he slots himself in. Desperate to fill her. Seems more than appropriate here, in what might as well be a shrine he's cultivated just for her.
He flicks his gaze up to her, eyes burning intensely. A little hopeless, because he knows she has such a hold on him, but determined. And deeply, madly in love with her. Unable to release her breast from his lips, fixating on it while he pumps his hips into her.]
[ He's always intense, she came to learn this after her sick stint. Everything demands his attention, and he doesn't do things in halves. Especially in this area.
His hips are a constant push and pull, pistoning into her cunt, and his eyes are focused entirely on her. She can't take her eyes off him either, his mouth wet around her nipple, stiff and puckered. Is he going to drink from her when she lactates? Her walls pulse.
Before she can warn, her back melts down to lay across the table, auburn hair fanning around her and her eyes shut against the onslaught of pleasure. As always, his cock produces the most vulgar of sounds thrusting into her wetness. She's close, the sloppy noises are getting louder and so are her groans. ]
[Nate's hands grip the table either side of her when she clenches around him. He wonders what she's thinking about, he sees her go somewhere else for a moment. He is aware that he's incredibly fixated on her breast, but he is thinking ahead to the way her body will change. All good things. All things he greatly looks forward to.
Aware that she's closing in on an orgasm, his hips angle into her to hit parts of her he knows are sensitive. He's quickly acclimated himself to her sweet spots through persistent and thorough investigation with his mouth, fingers and cock.
Finally his lips leave her breasts, his palms running up her front and squeezing her breasts. Pinching her nipples with each hand, tweaking them a little roughly. He's learned that she likes this too, which he couldn't be happier about.
His hands travel up, grasping and cupping her face and drawing her into a deep, desperate kiss. His hips keep rocking into her, granting no reprieve from their mission here.]
I'm gonna give you everything. [Starting with his cum, but they both know it runs deeper than that.]
Gonna show you what you're made for. What you're good for. [His thrusts punctuate his words, a strange mix of threatening and encouraging.]
Gonna show me how good you are for it, too. Perfect for it. My girl.
[ Her heart leaps to her throat and she nods back at him to let him know she understands. He will show her everything, all of it. She trusts him implicity on this, and everything else.
His voice alone has drawn moisture out of her, but add the fingers on her nipples, his cock driving into her with a new purpose, now that they have talked it out and finalized it, clear-headed and without reservation.
It's dizzying. It's too much.
It's liable to drive her insane.
Their foreheads press against each other. His eyes bear down on her, communicating as much with them as with words. Actions speak as much, if not more; she needs it as much as she needs the things he says to her. Because she does need them -- she's never felt a sense of easy belonging until she sat in his truck and let him take her over.
Francesca can't look anywhere else if she wanted to; she wouldn't if she could. He's mesmerized her. Stamped himself across her heart and every part of her. My girl. ]
Yours. All yours. [ Stumbling agreement, freely given. Her arms latch around his neck, drawing her face into his shoulder. A new sensation, a sense of pressure turning to alarming urgency -- panicking, she scrabbles too late at his arms as it registers.
All the air goes out of the room. She wails, her cunt spasming before releasing a torrent, forcing him out of her. ]
[By this point, Francesca has come so many times for him that he is familiar with both the build-up and the sensation. But that's a new noise-- makes the hairs on the back of his neck prickle. Simultaneously she squeezes possessively around his cock, tighter than she has before, while her muscles are pushing him out.
When he feels the flood of warmth between them, it immediately becomes apparent what she's experiencing. He can practically taste her euphoria, as if through osmosis. His arms wind tightly around her, hips grinding frantically of their own accord-- but she's so wet and her pussy is still contracting. Before he can adjust himself, his hips rock forward and his cock slides between her folds, spilling himself over her wet skin.
His groan is almost plaintive, followed by a frustrated sound, but he doesn't want to belabour it. There'll be many more opportunities-- and this was a first. He hums, hand grasping the back of her head to support it as he crushes his lips against her temple.]
[ After the fact, she squirms, panting like it was laborious work -- and it was. Her body trembles beneath him with the after effects, her fingers clenching and unclenching around his upper arms, trying to get enough air in her lungs to catch her breath.
She gathers he missed his mark, but it feels inconsequential in the moment. Overwhelmed, tears prick her eyes, spilling down her flushed cheeks. Not sad tears -- she's so terribly happy -- she's just taking it all in and her body can't contain the events of the past half hour.
She looks, in a word, wrecked.
Her head tilts up, a desperate maneuver for his mouth to claim and calm. ]
[In the moment, Nate struggles to determine whether the tears are sad or happy. It makes his instincts flare. When she offers her mouth, he catches it and gives her deeply. Like he's breathing life back into her, until he's breathless himself.
He pulls back, pressing a chaste but affectionate kiss to her lips and pressing their forehead together.]
Got plenty more practice time. [He offers, mostly for himself. He yanks his trousers back up without fastening them. His hands shift around, scooping her up bridal style so they can walk back inside. Once they're in the bathroom, he sets her on the countertop so he can set about filling a bath for them.]
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What follows is a couple of days so perfect, they could well be fever dreams. Francesca seems to attach herself to his hip and he welcomes it, going through his normal rituals with her by his side. Months of barely contained longing mean that even gentle or accidental touches often end with her with her legs spread and him with his cock deep in her. Sometimes it feels like their own method of communication, since they seem to anticipate one another's desires so well.
He's also fallen into the habit of finishing inside her more often than not, something he ought to mention. But as always, it seems like such a good thing that he hates to question it.
On this particular morning, they wake up intertwined. She's barely awake before he's helping himself to her cunt and fucking her as a friendly morning greeting. They shower together and eat together and he leads her to his greenhouse to show her his plants. There's a considerable array, but he's particularly interested in showing her the flowers he's cultivated. The ones he's presenting to her are soft whites and pastel blue and he guides her hand toward them so she can feel how soft the petals are.]
They remind me of you.
[He murmurs it, a little surprised he said it out loud but trying not to look embarrassed.]
Soft. Elegant.
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Everything about him delights her, makes her more smitten and comfortably sure.
It feels like they have time to make up for, months' worth of it, which means she is never far from his side or vice versa. As if they cannot tolerate much more than a few minutes apart from each other. The morning before, they had made the drive to her flat to retrieve some of her belongings. Ten minutes into packing, he'd joined her, pinned her to her bedroom door, and had his way with her there, grumbling in her ear about how she was away too long.
Unworldly in love, Francesca has never experienced this -- never really thought she would, never aspired to it -- and she knows, with a certainty that is inexplicable but unshakable, that she never will again. This is it. She is a creature of habits, not moved to big showy acts, but in this she has settled with total conviction. On him.
She knows some of the plants in his greenhouse, stooping to smell this one and that. When he shows her the flowers in question, she is bending, rubbing the petals between her fingertips, rewarded by its perfume. At his words, she pinkens.
After a moment, she glances over to gently ask: ]
What do they mean?
[ She isn't very knowledgable about flowers, they're not her hyperfixation, just some idle facts she's learned from her mother's extensive gardening. But she knows they have meanings behind them. ]
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There are parts of him that still feel wary, still worry she'll get bored or regret this. He's learning quickly that she's remarkably steadfast when she's made a decision. He notes that she doesn't fidget or shy away, she seems completely at ease. It makes him quietly hopeful that it's because she's very happy here. He just wants her to be happy for a long time, he'd like it if she was happy with him for a long time.]
Well-- visually they reminded me of you. The colours-- and the smell. [He tried to cling to the memory of the way her hair smelled for a long time, too.]
Blue for apology, purple for understanding, white for purity and pink for sincerity. [And love.
He picks off one of the flowers of each, tucking the tiny bouquet behind her ear. He reaches to cup her face with both hands, brushing his thumbs over her jaw and kissing her softly.
But he has a thought and he pulls back, curiously.]
Did you mean it when you said I was your first?
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This kiss isn't hungry, at least not yet; it could easily become so. He had already dutifully washed himself out of her a couple of hours ago, but Fran has discovered she's insatiable for him, coming on average three times since he made love to her on the kitchen counter. He's discovering all the spots that get her excited, and helped her realize there are more she had yet to tap into. She never knew men in their fifties would still be so virile, but there are lots of things she doesn't know in general.
But he pulls back from her mouth before they get any ideas. She rocks back on her heels. The question receives a crinkled nose and quizzical expression, equally curious as to why he would ask that. She strokes up and down his arms through the sleeves. ]
I told you that night, before we started.
[ She tilts her head in his palms, trying to puzzle out if he forgot or ... ]
Did you think I was fibbing for your ego? [ It's an amusing thought. She isn't one to do that. ]
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He does need a moment to think back on that night, retracing the conversation and remembering an offhand comment. He now realises he completely misinterpreted it, which prompts him to close his eyes and bump their foreheads together.]
No, not that. [He's not sure, franky, why it's so surprising.]
Could've meant a lot of things, you know. First time taking and old man from the bar and having sex in his truck? It's very specific. [He teases his thumb over her chin.]
And you were very sure of yourself. And very good, by the way.
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She's more happy to know she had pleased him than abashed at the grading. ]
Mm. Well. [ Squints her eyes open. ] I had a good teacher. The best, really.
[ Teasing. She ducks her head quickly and catches his thumb between her teeth, sliding her wet tongue over it. Eyes wide and innocent. He likes that, always gets hard when she does something coquettish. Intentionally or not. And being this close to him, the romance of the flowers he grew in her name -- it all starts a familiar ache. ]
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He presses a firm kiss to her temple, his hand winding around her so it can possessively grip her backside. He squeezes his hand over the flesh, pressing her into him so she can feel that she's achieving her goal.
When he thinks through his next moves, a thought itches in the back of his brain. She definitely hasn't had the pill, she's not on birth control and with the amount they've fucked and he's finished inside of her. Well. The outcome seems so plainly obvious it feels almost stupid to ask, but he's reminded again of how young she is and how set she is on him. It's a big decision regardless of the circumstances, feels particularly big when they think about the distance in their ages and life experience.]
You trying to get pregnant? [The question isn't accusatory, more a gentle challenge as a way of gently bringing it up.]
You keep at it, you will be. [And he realises he probably does need to draw a line between dirty talk and reality, so he tilts her chin up sternly.]
We need to talk about it.
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She blinks at the question. It was bound to come up. A matter of time. She carefully chooses her words, not because she's upset, but because it's so sensitive a subject they are broaching.
They haven't talked, really had a conversation about this. And she has not raised the issue either. And she has been nothing but encouraging when he comes inside of her, which is more often than not. In the heat of the moment, it always seems like a good idea. ]
I'm not opposed to it. [ That's not a very clarifying answer, but first she needs to know. ]
Are you?
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[So it's kind of a "been there, done that" but in the sense that he's experienced some of the more difficult parts of raising a child. It's also an attempt to gently emphasise the gaps in their age.]
I'm not, I think it's a stupid idea. But I'm not opposed. [Against all reason, like it's a biological imperative. He supposes it makes sense, maybe acting on instinct is what he should do more often.]
I think you need to be more than not opposed when it comes to a baby. [The talk of an actual prospective child instead of the general act of getting her pregnant does kind of ignite his excitement.]
And I'd be very lucky if you wanted it the way I do.
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It does bring home their difference in age. For once, she worries that he is put off by it, that it will be too weird for him. It is weird, when she takes a step back and looks at it from the outside -- in that she just knows so quickly and so firmly what she wants. She's lain roots down already.
She shifts, fingering the hem of his collar, avoiding eye contact for a moment before she sighs, the worries about his uncertainty slipping away. The honest truth spills out of her, her heart warm at the thought. ]
I do. I want to have a baby with you.
[ She owes him more of an explanation, she thinks, so: ]
I love children. I have many nieces and nephews already. And I've always wanted my own. I thought -- well, I always thought it would never happen. For me. I'm not like the rest of my family. I -- [ She swallows. This is the part where she looks anguished, her eyes sad. Her fingers fall from him. She steps away. ] I have a medical condition that will probably interfere with falling pregnant. It's not -- serious, it is well managed now, but I've been warned.
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He allows her space when she steps back. His expression softens when she explains. He's already starting to think ahead to conversations they can have and options they can pursue, but he puts that aside. He nods somberly, so she knows he's understood that it's a source of pain and it's serious.
He takes her fingers in his hands, drawing her closer to him again. His arms draw firmly around her, fingers spanning over her back.]
If my girl wants a baby, I'm going to give her a baby. [It veers back into sweet talk, but he means it. He hopes she can see that he's serious about what he says, that this is something they'll work together on. Not something he'll leave her to manage.]
I know plenty of ways we can try. Think you might like what I'm thinking of.
[He brushes his lips against her temple, nudging their heads together so he can intensify his protectiveness.]
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She whimpers without intending to, the sound just spills out of her now that somebody else knows and will carry that weight with her. The wound that she may be unable to conceive, when it hurts how badly she wants it when she thinks about it.
Crowding into his chest, she sets her head against it, letting the rawness of the moment settle until her shoulders stop quivering. Her face is wet when she lifts it, pressing her mouth to the corner of his. ]
I love you. [ Her breath is hot when she kisses him truly. Her fingers tighten in his shirt and pull him down. ] Need you.
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I love you too. [Softly, his eyes tracing over her face. He looks reverent and he brushes the wet trails of tears aside with the back of his finger.]
I'll do anything for you. [Even the things she doesn't ask for.
His hands slide down, starting to slowly hitch her long skirt upward. Like he's unwrapping a fragile gift.]
Been fantasising about knocking you up since the first night.
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By now she knows he loves her, but the last part ... well, that is a tasty revelation that leaves her tingling with equal parts joy and desire. ]
Yeah? [ She bites her lip, sliding her arms around his neck while he pulls her skirt up. She's dressed for the weather, which meas she's wearing long knee-high socks underneath said skirt. Taking the initiative, she walks them backward until her back bumps into one of the tables overflowing with life. ] Should we recreate one of them?
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Are you ovulating? [He does not pull punches when it comes to asking personal questions. She has been near insatiable and interested in being bred to completion, but that could be her baseline.
He reaches to rub his palm over her belly curiously, wondering if something has been growing already. It's also just another reverent, encouraging touch. He likes the softness of it, he traces his thumb over her belly button. She'd look very nice with a bump, he thinks. Like a goddess of nature and fertility that picked him to sire children for her.
His palm shifts up, palming her breast and rolling her shirt up to reveal them.]
You'd look good pregnant. Be hard to stop at one. [He murmurs, leaning down to take her nipple in his mouth and suck it.]
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Her breaths come heavy but shaky, past a hard swallow. She makes room for him to step in between her legs now that he has mostly peeled her skirt up so it settles around her hips and thighs.
Her stomach ripples under his fingertips. She follows the path of his hand, afraid to hope life has decided to spark inside there, but imagining the same thing. A bump and his large hand to cover it. She would like being pregnant, she thinks. She would savor the experience if it ever were to happen to her.
Her short nails bite into unpolished wood when his palm rounds her breast, tipping herself into his eager mouth. She cradles the back of his head with one hand as he suckles; the other reaches to brush over the bulge of his erection. Her eyes are almost black, all pupil. ]
I want to give Daddy a baby. However many babies Daddy wants to pump inside me.
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He hums against her breast, amused by her. It turns from sounds of amusement to longing when she shifts her hand. He feels goaded, in a good way. Now that there's real intent behind it, it feels almost ritualistic the way they warm one another up. He swirls his tongue and grazes his teeth over her nipple, sucking like he expects to pull something from her.
Unrelenting with his mouth, his hand moves back to her belly. It rests possessively against the curve of it, hips bucking eagerly against her hand.
When he removes it, it's so he can shove his pants down. He draws her closer, no fumbling in his hands as he positions her legs and shifts between them. Without letting his mouth leave her breast, he hilts his cock inside of her and starts to fuck her.]
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There's no preamble this time. She's knocked breathless by how he slots right up into her, filling her to the very core, kissing her cervix. Some discomfort there, but she aches so much it's forgotten with the first withdraw and buck of his hips forward.
Her fingers travel down his skull, ending up at the nape of his neck; she grips there and the table edge while he fucks into her, her hitched breaths and the rustling of their bodies filling the silence of the greenhouse. He's seeded life here before, the evidence is everywhere, at her back and all around them; she can't help but feel it's appropriate.
Her grasp on him tightens at the thought, hips arcing up to greet his sharp thrusts as she leans back, and moans high. ] Oh, fuck.
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Nobody else can protect her like him. Keep her happy and satisfied like him. And he's going to her pregnant. He's going to. The way they're attracted to one another is so innate, it can only be because they complete one another.
Certainly feels like it whenever he's this deep inside her. She holds him and clenches around him like he's a missing piece and he slots himself in. Desperate to fill her. Seems more than appropriate here, in what might as well be a shrine he's cultivated just for her.
He flicks his gaze up to her, eyes burning intensely. A little hopeless, because he knows she has such a hold on him, but determined. And deeply, madly in love with her. Unable to release her breast from his lips, fixating on it while he pumps his hips into her.]
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His hips are a constant push and pull, pistoning into her cunt, and his eyes are focused entirely on her. She can't take her eyes off him either, his mouth wet around her nipple, stiff and puckered. Is he going to drink from her when she lactates? Her walls pulse.
Before she can warn, her back melts down to lay across the table, auburn hair fanning around her and her eyes shut against the onslaught of pleasure. As always, his cock produces the most vulgar of sounds thrusting into her wetness. She's close, the sloppy noises are getting louder and so are her groans. ]
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Aware that she's closing in on an orgasm, his hips angle into her to hit parts of her he knows are sensitive. He's quickly acclimated himself to her sweet spots through persistent and thorough investigation with his mouth, fingers and cock.
Finally his lips leave her breasts, his palms running up her front and squeezing her breasts. Pinching her nipples with each hand, tweaking them a little roughly. He's learned that she likes this too, which he couldn't be happier about.
His hands travel up, grasping and cupping her face and drawing her into a deep, desperate kiss. His hips keep rocking into her, granting no reprieve from their mission here.]
I'm gonna give you everything. [Starting with his cum, but they both know it runs deeper than that.]
Gonna show you what you're made for. What you're good for. [His thrusts punctuate his words, a strange mix of threatening and encouraging.]
Gonna show me how good you are for it, too. Perfect for it. My girl.
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His voice alone has drawn moisture out of her, but add the fingers on her nipples, his cock driving into her with a new purpose, now that they have talked it out and finalized it, clear-headed and without reservation.
It's dizzying. It's too much.
It's liable to drive her insane.
Their foreheads press against each other. His eyes bear down on her, communicating as much with them as with words. Actions speak as much, if not more; she needs it as much as she needs the things he says to her. Because she does need them -- she's never felt a sense of easy belonging until she sat in his truck and let him take her over.
Francesca can't look anywhere else if she wanted to; she wouldn't if she could. He's mesmerized her. Stamped himself across her heart and every part of her. My girl. ]
Yours. All yours. [ Stumbling agreement, freely given. Her arms latch around his neck, drawing her face into his shoulder. A new sensation, a sense of pressure turning to alarming urgency -- panicking, she scrabbles too late at his arms as it registers.
All the air goes out of the room. She wails, her cunt spasming before releasing a torrent, forcing him out of her. ]
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When he feels the flood of warmth between them, it immediately becomes apparent what she's experiencing. He can practically taste her euphoria, as if through osmosis. His arms wind tightly around her, hips grinding frantically of their own accord-- but she's so wet and her pussy is still contracting. Before he can adjust himself, his hips rock forward and his cock slides between her folds, spilling himself over her wet skin.
His groan is almost plaintive, followed by a frustrated sound, but he doesn't want to belabour it. There'll be many more opportunities-- and this was a first. He hums, hand grasping the back of her head to support it as he crushes his lips against her temple.]
You're incredible.
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She gathers he missed his mark, but it feels inconsequential in the moment. Overwhelmed, tears prick her eyes, spilling down her flushed cheeks. Not sad tears -- she's so terribly happy -- she's just taking it all in and her body can't contain the events of the past half hour.
She looks, in a word, wrecked.
Her head tilts up, a desperate maneuver for his mouth to claim and calm. ]
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He pulls back, pressing a chaste but affectionate kiss to her lips and pressing their forehead together.]
Got plenty more practice time. [He offers, mostly for himself. He yanks his trousers back up without fastening them. His hands shift around, scooping her up bridal style so they can walk back inside. Once they're in the bathroom, he sets her on the countertop so he can set about filling a bath for them.]
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