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francesca “bambi eyes” bridgerton. ([personal profile] selfeffacingly) wrote in [community profile] sundown2025-04-27 08:43 pm
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-01 09:46 am (UTC)(link)
[There's nothing Nate can say to make this better. Nothing makes it better, it's just something they'll have to endure. But he hates that for her. If he could, he'd take it on himself.

He's eager to get her home, even if there's parts of it that are difficult for both of them. Little things that remind him of their loss. He lets her sleep as much as she likes, but he makes her eat and he starts to ease her into sitting in the garden with him to get some sun.

They bury their baby in the garden, somewhere safe with a young tree planted atop the remains.

After a week, he surprises her with two highland calves. It's something they'd discussed and he feels like she could use the joy and the focus. It's the first time he's seen her smile since that day, which makes him hopeful for her.

Unsurprisingly, there are physical and mental barriers around sex that he's respectful of. He wants to be lead by her, so there's been one or two times in 3 weeks where he's engaged her with his fingers or his mouth, but she struggles to finish. It's certainly a change of pace, going from the kind of sex life they had before to this period. He understands it to be temporary, but he still needs to relieve himself when he gets a moment.

It becomes tricky not to be amorous when she comes out of her shell more. He's so in love with her and every part of him aches for her all the time. Every brush against him makes him eager, but he's still allowing her to lead.

On a pleasant afternoon after spending some time in the garden, Francesca bends to look at a flower. Her dress hitches and the curve of her ass is visible. His hand moves instinctively to grab a handful of her backside, squeezing firmly and suggestively. Although at some point he realises he's being forward, he lets his hand linger. Just to see how she reacts.]
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-01 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
[The freeze is just long enough that Nate nearly pulls away and apologises for getting fresh with her. That thought makes him pause, because it's so contrary to the way they've been before.

He can see the uncertainty in her eyes and realises, perhaps, he's given her mixed signals by slowing things down instead of guiding her. It makes him more resolute, wanting to encourage her rather than fussing over her. He circles his arm around her waist, pulling her back against him so he can brush his lips up her neck and murmur in her ear]


Always hungry for you, Bambi. [And he nearly tries to seek obvious interest or consent from her but he bites it back, turning it into an order.]

I want you naked, on all fours on the bed when I get up stairs. [He pulls back, smacking her ass as he walks away.]

I'm going to lock up.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-01 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
[Nate plays his role with confidence, though inside there's a little niggling uncertainty about whether she'll like it. He can never fully shut off the part of him that worries about her.

His heart races as he gets closer to the bedroom, but he keeps his gait casual. He says nothing when he walks in the room to see her. He feels a tiny flutter of glee just knowing she's still interested.

He peels his shirt off, coming to walk around her so he can grab her chin and tilt her face up to look at him.]


Good girl. [He bends down, kissing her deeply before standing back up.]

Open your mouth, stick out your tongue for me.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-02 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a little test to see how game she really is. The way she thrusts her tongue out is very promising, reminiscent of the power-play they engage in when they're really egging each other on.

He doesn't hide his pleased look (sometimes he'll stay stoic to rile her up more). It's a non-verbal good girl. He cups her face, pressing his thumb firmly on her chin and dragging her bottom lip down. He leans in, taking his time to turn her head so he can visually inspect her. With one hand on her chin, he uses the other hand to trace his fingers around the inside of her lips and mouth and the tip of her tongue.

With his fingers curled on the tip of his tongue, he looks her in the eye.]


Suck.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-02 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
[So far, so good. She's not as openly receptive as she normally would be, but he's not sensing discomfort. He hums as she sucks at his fingers, cock firming up all the more as he watches her. His fingers withdraw and he guides her face to press against the outline of his cock, so she can feel how hard he is.

His hand slides under her, taking her breast in his hand and kneading it.]


I want to make you feel good. Fuck you good. [His cock twitches under her cheek, eager.]

I want you so wet you drip. [Which has been something of a difficulty, but he's confident if he takes charge and takes time, he'll find her pleasure again. He pulls back with a meaningful look. He needs a towel and lube-- he can work her up to being wet with encouragement.

When he returns, he reaches under her to tuck the towel on the bed. They're going to need it. He lubes his fingers and warms them, wanting everything to feel good for her when he touches her.]


Face down, ass up.

[He reaches under again, this time running his fingers over the lips of her pussy. He starts light, exploring over the shapes and folds before circling his finger over her clit.]

Every part of you is perfect. And it's mine.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-02 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[He can intuit that she's fretting inside, but she's doing incredibly well in his eyes. He pets her backside with his other hand, dragging his thumb over her ass cheek and spreading her a little more.

Still, this is his favourite place and his favourite thing. He loves her soft, pink cunt. Loves having his mouth and fingers there. He feels impossibly thirsty for it and he wants to lap at her cunt and bury his face in it.

Small steps.]


Feels nice, bambi.

[He doesn't want to tell her to relax, she knows what she needs to do and if it were that easy, she would. He needs to relax her. He presses a thick finger inside her and feels her walls clench in resistance. He doesn't panic, pumping his finger in and out of her slowly.]
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[Nate can feel her getting wetter, warmer against his fingers. It's enough to make him drool, especially when she arches and sways. Her ass looks very tempting, as much as it did when he grabbed it the first time.

He curls his finger in her, working her up to a second. His other hand skims under her to squeeze her breast, pinching a nipple.]


Your body makes me fucking crazy. [Which she knows by now, but he wants her to know the depth of it as he pumps two fingers in and out of her.]

When you came out in your little dress this morning, I wanted to bend you over the table and bury my cock in you. [He squeezes her breast firmly, like he's scolding her for being beautiful.]

Been thinking about your pussy all day.
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[Nate smiles to himself as he feels her relax even more. She's closer than she's been before and she wants more, that's good.

His hand leaves her breast, spreading his fingers over the back of her neck and gripping firmly. He complies happily with the request, adding another finger and pressing them all deep inside her. He drags them in and out slowly.]


Whose pussy is this?
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-02 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
[In this moment, Nate feels no conflict about the name. He was her daddy before, he'll be her daddy as long as she allows it.

What he does feel is incredibly fucking horny. He's not close to finishing, but he knows he'll feel truly satisfied if he can get her to come.]


Come, bambi. [Soft, but authoritative. He hopes her obedience overrules any fear or doubt.]

Come for daddy.

[It hits the mark, apparently. He feels the familiar tremble and sudden clench around his fingers. He groans low in his throat, curling against her walls and rubbing her.]

That's a good girl. Good girl.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-02 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Her quietness is noted, but he's lost in how excited he is to feel her unwinding around him. Even if the absence of sound is strange, the movements of her body are familiar.

He almost doesn't notice her cry, since it's normal for her to shake a little. Once he realises, he can't help panicking. His fingers slide out and he winds his arms around her middle, leaning over her.]


Oh-- you alright, bambi? [He sounds genuinely concerned despite himself, slipping out of character as he presses his lips to her temple.]

Hey, hey. I've got you.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-03 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
[His arms loosen enough so that she can turn, then tighten again around her. He nuzzles his head against hers, pressing his lips firmly against the side of her head.

He's worried, of course, but he's optimistic that there's important catharsis in this moment. Something she needs.]


I'm here. [Simple, he knows there's been distance between them but he's never for a second worried that it would last forever. He rubs slow circles on her back, drawing her into his lap so they're a tangle of limbs again.]

Good girl. Get it out.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-03 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
[Perhaps not traditionally seductive, but when he looks at her, he just sees his beautiful wife and feels lucky. He hums gratefully into the kiss, smoothing his hand over her hair.

He can feel her re-initiating and hopes it means she's just experiencing the catharsis of release.

He guides her down to lie on her back, kissing her again once she's lying flat. His fingers find her pussy again, spreading her open for him.]


I missed you too. [He murmurs it against her lips. He guides the head of his cock into her hole and relishes the feeling of being almost inside her. A low groan escapes him as he presses his hips against her, cock pushing inside her at a slow pace. He feels like he's been bereft of this for centuries rather than weeks, whole body aching from how badly he wants to be inside of her.]

God-- bambi.
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[personal profile] sodark 2025-06-03 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
[So far, Nate feels he's done a good job of reading her. It gets significantly more challenging once he's inside her. He's focusing on being slow but purposeful, his cock is aching to move faster and feel friction.

She's certainly tight around him, not to an extent that he feels discomfort and probably just because it's been a while. He's certain his memories of her pussy involve times when she's already been fucked or when he's teased her into a near frenzied state. It's just different.

His hand scoops around her to rest on her lower back, the other hooks her thigh over his hip. He groans once more into the kiss, sliding his tongue against hers as he starts to rock his hips into her.]

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